rule

things happened.. everyday.. it makes life worth living.. then baru kiter tahu langit tuh tinggi or rendah.. before this when i heard this clause.. i will always think langit rendah as the atmosphere.. langit tinggi is referring to mesosphere.. (tau kan level2 langit : atmosfera, stratosfera, ionosfera, mesosfera).. but when you change your perspective towards this clause.. then it meant a different lot..

semalam i saw something.. something that managed to catch my eyes.. which is not hard to do actually..

a sight of a preteen girl sitting in a trishaw enjoying her ice cream... the trishawman was a man in his 60s.. the girl's father i assumed.. putting all the effort to cycle the old trishaw.. in the middle of 6.30pm traffic on a narrow street among the heartless lorries, schoolbusses, cars. Most probably he had been weathering the traffic since early in the morning... what do you think of this sight? should the role been reverse - the girl cycle.. the father sit..

hmm.. i don't know.. would it makes any difference anyway? ppl will always have something to say.. offering their 2cents worth of thought..but it was an eye opening sight for me..

for me, if you are driving and you feel like switching on the air-cond.. fine with me.. if you want to roll down the window and enjoy the gentle breeze.. fine with me too..

hmm.. ntah.. i live my life by my guts feeling.. i don't set rules..

others

AIDS. HIV... what do you think of this taboo subject? nothing? grossed by even the sight of this word? don't care? me? i just try to project my view as objective as a bystander can be..

years ago.. i got the chance to witness a person died of AIDS.. he was a good guy.. but as all good guys had been .. he made a mistake in his younger days.. a price he needes to pay dearly with his life..

he mingled with the wrong crowd.. he was introduced to drug.. he suffered a lot.. in his good days... he will accompany me playing tetris.. battlecity ...super mario bros.. favourite games back then.. during his "sooopeer dooperr" good days, he is barely the person i knew..

during his last day alive.. he begged someone - very dear to him I assummed.."last, nih memang last.. lepas nih dah tak lagih dah.." and it was true.. it was his last tube.. he was found dead few hours later... he was HIV +ve.

his death brought peace to some others.. why? he was a pond scum.. he was a disgraced to the community... but his death was also mourned by a number of ppl.. he was someone's son.. he was someone's brother... he was someone's friend.. someothers think of him as a kindhearted hardworking friend...

so.. what AIDS to you? what if your loved one is diagnosed as HIV +ve? will you shy away from him? or you will take the opportunity to bring awareness to the community.. eliminate the stigma that AIDS is bad.. you decide?

for me.. i got the chance to send him to his final resting place.. i got the chance to pay my last tribute during his close coffin ceremony.. ntah.. hopefully if i gone missing.. someone will notice..

komuniti

haha.. sy nak menulis lagih.. kemaruk.. ader org cakap.. sy tak pandai menulis... so?

baru2 nih sy dapat kesempatan to broaden my horizon.. sy ikut sorang lelaki nih pergi berjumpa dgn satu komuniti baru yang sebelum nih agak asing dgn sy... bukan diorg nih makhluk asing.. sy yang asing.. jakun..

sy dpt blajar.. mcmcm.. buat kuih koci.. daun pisang kuih koci nih kener potong dgn sudut2 tertentu dan dilipat mengikut cara2 yang tersendiri.. wehh.. payah tuh.. terkial2 jugak jari2 ku yang keras kejung nih nak membungkus..

sy dapat belajar menjadi wanita melayu .. berkain batik.. berbaju kedah... bersimpuh sopan bersama2 komuniti yang asing nih...

tp yang paling best.. sy dpt tengok mcmn komuniti ini berkomunikasi.. bertoleransi.... bekerjasama menyiapkan assignment masing2: goreng mee, goreng ayam, masak kari daging, masak sambal goreng, buat rojak, buat ayam masak kicap, masak nasi, buat air sirap bandung yang hebat, buat bubur cacar... all was done and completed within <3hours..

can i have this same harmony situation in my life.. ntah.. hope so..

Jambatan

sy tinggal di sebuah bandar kecil kat johor..di sini ada 1 jambatan yang panjangnyer lebih kurang 700m. mlmmlm kat ataas jambtan nih meriah la dgn kaki2 pancing..

umah sy plak.. kat kawasan kampun kat daerah nih.. jiran sy mcm2 bangsa.. jawa.. banjar.. melayu.. tp yang plg menarik.. selang 2 umah dr umah sy nih ader seorang perempuan ~3/4 abad.. mak peah ** nih perempuann.. dier tinggal ngan anak dier.. lelaki..

mak peah** berciter... "tau tak naper kat jambatan tuh, org majlis -- singkatan utk pekerja majlis bandaran &&&&-- tak bagik memancing?" "org majlis takut nnt kalu org2 yang memancing nih dapat naikkan sembilang.. nnt dibiokannyer ikan sembilang nih kat atas jalan.. nnt org2 yang lalu lalang kat atas jambatan habis kener sengat....""haa.. sbb tu lah dilarangnyer memancing kat situ.." hoho... dgn muker bersungguh2 mak peah berceriter..

hehi.. menarik.. perspektif org tua yang simple dan menarik.. haha.. kalu la life is this simple.. tp maybe nnt sy dah tua.. sy pun boleh bagik perspective yang ringkas n menarik towards all the obstacle in life... haha.. ntah.. sy baru tua sikit je..

** nama telah diubah untuk melindungi privacy subject
&&&& nama bandar dirahsiakan

gunting

hmm.. let's start..

sy nak citer .. bukan psl sy.. tapi bender2 yang sy nampak..

few weeks ago.. sy g kedai gunting rambut lelaki.
teman seorg lelaki g menggunting rambut..
hehi... lelaki nih duduk... tukang rambut lelaki nih pun, terus le menggunting rambut lelaki nih.. sampai rambut lelaki nih dah pendek..dah siap, tukang gunting pun tanyer, "ok?"tukang gunting rambut lelaki nih tak tanyer pun lelaki nih nak gunting rambut mcmn..

menarik.. tp pening jadik lelaki... mcmn kalu tetiber lelaki tuh sbnrnyer nak perm rambut dier? takpun nak buat rebonding.. takpun sbnrnyer dier nak cukur janggut.. bukan nak gunting rambut... hoho.. ntah.. sy bukan lelaki..

bola besar

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